Dear Father in HEaven, HEEELLPPP MEEEEE!!

Deuteronomy 31:6
[6] Be strong and of a good courage, fear not, nor be afraid of them: for the LORD thy God, he it is that doth go with thee; he will not fail thee, nor forsake thee.

Be Strong, be strong, Be strong in the Lord,
and be of good courage for He is your guide~~

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!
I so dislike last minute things!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I knew my bro in law was going to US, but i dont know the departure was TODAY until yesterday.. Waliao... Then last minute everything chuck to me.. Funny man......

But anyway, thank God for wisdom and strength. And very cooperative colleagues. I hope and im praying the cooperativeness stays throughout till i leave..
Thank God i am still able to think and react to situation. Hmm, still having slight migraine.. I think I am a bit stress out..

WHO IN THE WORLD WILL LEAVE AN ADMIN AND ACCOUNTS ASSISTANT TO RUN THE OFFICE?!?!?!?!

very funny.. I dont know what is my post anymore. My employment letter says admin and accounts assistant, my pay says less than that. hahaha.. AHHH.. Kenya and Chiangmai, if only both of you know how much I long to be there like. NOW!!!!

*crickets sing*

K k, back to reality..

Ahhhh... Thank God seriously for wisdom, to ensure that the bank has money, i made my colleagues report to me whatever they collect. And I kept record.. Yaa.. Normally im not the one who keeps record of the money going in and out.. Weird right, what kind of accounting am i doing?? hahahaha.. Everything else except money..

I dont even know if my sis is coming in to help.. Ahh, there goes my sat..
Need to pack and prepare finish my lessons.. :P which is like 30% only.. hur hur..

And the lessons i have to teach comes with a song, which i think most of my church mates knew.. IT KEPT popping in my head.. AHhh... haha

Do you know how to be a blessing to others,
blessing to others, blessing to others,
Do you know how to be a blessing to others,
be a blessing to other today!

Pray, encourage, give and share
Pray, encourage, give and share
Pray, encourage, give and share
Be a blessing to others today!!!

haiz...

There's a million things running through my head,
causing quite a mess, hurting a bit.
Just about 12 inches down,
its just hurting more...
Each time I smile, i kill myself more.
Again, I pinned my Lord down with my sin,
that i am willingly commiting.
If this is one thing I really can pray away,
I would.
Maybe there's something to learn,
letting go.
Whoever says it's easy.
friends like me walked the easier way,
i know their end,
i know how sad the Lord feels.
It's my prayer everyday,
I know He is please when I said,
"I will not".
I know He knows the struggle,
each time i say "I will not"
the tears came,
my heart palpitate,
still
Let it be known!
"I will not" my way,
only God's way.