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Ezekiel 2:7
And thou shalt speak my words unto them, whether they will hear, or whether they will forbear: for they are most rebellious

Having family is great, but when you're feeling tired, sometimes it gets drainy..

Thank God for the little kiddos who are as cute as ever.. haha.. Walking with them already is so much enjoyment.. Hur hur.. Hmm, Isaiah kept trying to get me to carry him, and to carry his school bag.. Hahahah, he got me tricked into carrying his school bag, in the end, me and him got scolded by my sis. Basket.... And when he got home, i got him to do a short imitation of the late MJ. And he went solo on smooth criminal. As in he did the starting of the music, "dern dern dern dern dern dern" then gives a sharp "OW". hahahahaha.. So cute.. Thank God for his really sensitive and sharp ears to music. He has never fail to impress me since young.. I hope he becomes someone who loves God as much as God loves Him.

Ahh, and Hanna gotten so tall now.. Hur hur, and prettier everyday. Still the sweet lil girl who looks after the younger bro. And thank God that the tuition my sis put her through is doing well :) clever girl.. She has dsylxia, as you can see, obviously i got it too. But well, I trust God has His timing and purpose. Her talent is in drawing.. So clever girl.. I hope she remains this sensitive, and caring to her siblings. Ever so loving, and even sensitive to adults. I pray God will bless her and use her for His Kingdom sake.

Ashton getting so big, probably coming to puberty, haha I dont know. Thank God he's taking more responsibility, and still a lot more to learn. Poor boy, i think he too stress being the eldest. Thank God he's learning the piano, I hope he persevere. I pray he'll be more focus on his studies, less on star wars (my fault!!!), and all the other cartoons that he watches. I pray one day, I'll see him playing for Church services.

Mum, still the same. Still as depress, one way or another. Quite tiring emotionally to be listening to the stuff she needs to say. It's a release for her, but a burden for me, WHICH i WILL take it to the Lord. THank God for mum, this woman who showed me the defination of perseverance as well as stubborness. I thank God for having mercy on her, for giving her strength, for sustaining her. Can you imagine, i mean, you're only 21. And you husband is like.. not helping at all. You worked 18 hours everyday, holding 3 jobs in a prestige club, with a basic salary of 600 but each month after deducting CPF, her net income is at least about $2k plus. Can you imagine the amount of OT she works? How hard she works?

Maybe some of you now know why, even when mummy, the dearest woman i love, she says those things that really hurt, be it in front of me or behind my back, I will still love her.

I once told her, "You're greatest achievement in life, is to live everyday" and she's like, aiyooo.. Achievement is once only la... Haha, i think she doesnt get what i mean.

Now, do you see the burden I have for her? Why i am so sad, each time she rejected Christ.. Haiz.... BUT anyway... Moving on.

Thank GOd for today's quiet time, very timely, even though i rush into it, coz i wake up late again!! URGH!! but still, God's words stand so firm, and straight to the heart.

Ezekiel 2:7
And thou shalt speak my words unto them, whether they will hear, or whether they will forbear: for they are most rebellious

I was like, "Wah!".. Here I am thinking about mum, and here is God's answers.. hahaha, ok, I will do it then. No matter whether mum hear or not, I will tell her the gospel. Which i did la.. So i will persevere!!!!

I think I will use this book Sis Charissa gave me, cant really remember the title, but its about the Christians in history.. :) good to know their struggles, and great to know God's always there for them. Key point is,

OBEDIENCE and FAith..

Trust and Obey, coz there's no other way!

So, after dinner, i went to see doc.. Thank God, Doc says its not heart attack, if not whatever I took for migraine, I will definately kill my heart.. haha.. She says its stress la.. Though, she did point out i have to do a head scan, coz she said the recent attacks are not as usual how i usually gets migraine.. So she mention go do CT scan, which is like 300 plus.. Diao.... And then she stated a few example, maybe got tumor la, blood clot la.. Then im like, er... ok... Hahah..

THank God Celia accompanied me. Thank God for a sister like her too :) Who laughs with me and at me. Same for Cindy.. Thank God for the sisters He placed in my life..

Thank God too, for my pals i made in Church the past 2 years..

Happyness :) today is a great day to live and glorify the Lord!