Ezra 7:6, 10, 28b
[6] This Ezra went up from Babylon; and he was a ready scribe in the law of Moses, which the LORD God of Israel had given: and the king granted him all his request, according to the hand of the Lord his God upon him.
[10] For Ezra had prepared his heart to seek the law of the LORD, and to do it, and to teach in Israel statutes and judgments.
[28b] ...And I was strengthen as the hand of the LORD my God was upon me...

As much as I am so awfully excited about this mission trip to Kenya, much unwanted feelings and thoughts kept flooding my head. As some of you might know la, the problems i had at home, my mummy and Aunt's sickness, still ongoing. And stuff my mummy says to me, haha, doesnt gives reassurance. Everyday, it is something I pray about, that my mum will recognise her spiritual poverty instead of focusing her real life poverty.

I thank God for His gracious and personal reminder today through the story of Ezra. He is a scribe, means he knows the law. and the note at the end of the story said something like, We know the word of God, next we apply it to our live and then to share, teach (? cant remember exact)

I thank God for this journey He put me on so far. Its just amazing how He has guided me personally.
When i fall, i remember how Peter sink because he took his eyes off Jesus, i remembered how super short but effective Peter's prayer was, and how personal Jesus did to pull him up. Jesus stretch forth His hands. Being the mighty Son of God, He could remain where He is, and use like invisible force to lift up Peter, to continue to demostrate His power (which He already did by walking on water). BUT HE stretch forth His hands, personally pulled Him up.

i dont know if you are seeing the same comfort as I do. Jesus stretch forth His hands personally. How humble and loving is that!

Ahh.. Sorry for the long winded thought. Just feeling really excited about the trip, cant wait to see what God has installed for me. Pray that I will focus entirely on Him when Im there, and all these problems of my continue to put it in His hands.

My dear prayer warriors, thank God for the stormy seas in your life, because just wait and see how Jesus will personally pull you by your hand, out of it :)

Hee.. That was what i post on my prayer clinic, lazy to repeat. So i just copy and paste.
Looking back, all the way back from the night when God whispers to me, to quit smoking and drinking till now. Only one word to describe.

WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA....

Haha.. Its just so. Amazing.. I think that would be my next fave line besides "Er, I dont know", "how ar?", "Why you so fierce (which describes you when you dont smile :))?", "huuuuuhh??", "haiz"

Hmm, cant think of any other line i always use... Hur hur hur hur... I think "WAAAAAA" is much more positive than the rest i always use :)

Ahh... Tonight's the night!!!!! But i am still the same as always, slacking in office!! So bad testimony!!!!! Basket... *slaps myself* Ahh.. ok, maybe I'll blog later.. finish my work first.