Keep Singing..

Another rainy day
I can't recall having sunshine on my face
And all I feel is pain
And all I wanna do is walk out of this place
But when I am stuck and I can't move
When I don't know what I should do
When I wonder if I'll ever make it through

I gotta keep singing
I gotta keep praising Your name
You're the one that's keeping my heart beating
I gotta keep singing
I gotta keep praising Your name
That's the only way that I'll find healing

And can I climb up in Your lap
I don't wanna leave
Jesus sing over me
I gotta keep singing

Can I climb up in Your lap
I don't wanna leave
Jesus sing over me
Oh You're everything I need
And I gotta keep singing

Mercy Me, Keep Singing

Somehow.. I know God's always looking out for me, He places things exactly where they belong. And this song was right on time. was just sharing with Rachel on Monday, how this song is so interesting and meaningful.

And on wednesday, started experiencing some bumps at work.. No, no, not with the children. Never the children, no matter how they are, they'll never be the bumps. It's fellow teachers whom i respected. Never thought that such comments could come out from their mouth.
Its funny just thinking about it..

How can someone who knew me only 5 weeks, assume that I dont take bible study, i dont read my bible, i dont do quiet time, i dont spend time praying for my students, esp asking Father Lord for wisdom, patience and love to teach? And what exactly does she mean by "用多点爱心去教"????

Answering the call of God, is really tough.
I dont know what kind of image they have crafted in their mind about me. Apparently i seemed wild, rackless. Do they even bother finding out why i stay alone in the first place?

Anyway, the bible said, Children are like the Kingdom of Heaven, indeed they are.
Coz they never fail to brighten up my day, though sometimes they really made me angry, i thank God for their innocent and sincere hugs, their cute and honest replies..
I thank God for wisdom and patience and love for knowing how to teach them, for using the bible stories to reach out to them.

The most amazing reply still stuck in my mind.
I remembered telling them about Adam and Eve sinning, because they disobeyed God. The point is simple, God loves them, they didnt listen, God very sad, and cannot be their friend.
I asked them if they want a friend to hold their hand when they walk, to make them laugh when they're sad, to wipe away their tear when they cry. And they said Yes. I took the chance to share the gospel, i said Jesus came, so we can be friends with God again. And God wont be angry with us anymore.

When i ask if they liked the story at the end of the day, they frowned and replied, "no. i want friend"..

This, simply shows how intelligent God has made them to be.

I may not be trained, in any school,
But God's training me, with His word.
And He called me to this ministry,
I am very sure,
He knows what He's doing.

For me, I just got to keep singing =)